I should have another baby right now

Baby lawson #3 was due April 13th, 2016, which means, given my circumstances that baby would probably be here with us right now. But it’s not here and I don’t have another baby.

In hindsight I should have a toddler not a baby. If Hunter had made it home, Baby Lawson #3 probably would not have existed, well at least not at that time. I have always had my heart set on three children. But that is looking further and further from possible.

It’s funny but it’s not, if I look at the time that we have been trying to build our family and how many children we would have if it had been easy, we could fill a small bus. This year it will be nine years. Almost a decade.

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