Day 30 – Reflection

I feel like I am in a standstill when it comes to my grief. I feel like I’m at a point where I’m not getting any better. But then I think, should I get better? Do you ever really get over loosing your child? Do you ever want to get over loosing your child? How can you? They were your child, your flesh and blood. You made them. When you have a child they become your life, your everything. When you loose that, how do you get over that? Why should you get over that? Society and the world keeps going, so you feel like you need to get better in order to get on with life. But they were your life, so continuing on just seems impossible.