Day 27 – Self Portrait

In this moment I am a sad, tired and frustrated person. Later today I might be full of energy and happy. At any given moment my mood can change. It doesn’t take much to set me off and that frustrates me. I miss being happy and not knowing what this kind of loss means. I used to be go, go, go, never stopping. Now I have realized that I can’t do that anymore. I don’t care about the uregncy of things that I used to. To me, if someone isn’t going to die, there is no reason to be so frantic. Though that doesn’t stop my anger from coming out about silly things. Which I don’t like at all. That also frustrates me. Sometimes I want to be happy, but I just can’t.