I have this decortive piece hanging in my bedroom as a reminder to dream. I have always been a dreamer, which pushes me to work hard to achieve my dreams. One of my dreams was to have a family and children. I was there, I had achieved that dream, and then my dream was crushed. I had so many dreams for my Hunter and our family. Now they are gone.
I dreamed of watching my boys playing together, and of course fighting, doing what brothers do. I dreamed of watching him take his first steps, say his first words, go to school and grow up. I dreamed what every parent dreams for their children.
Those dreams were taken away from me. Now I toss and turn at night wishing and dreaming that I could go back to when life was full of those hopeful and happy dreams of the future. It is very rare that I am even able to get into a deep enough sleep to dream at all.