Day 10 – Words

I sat down and tried to be creative and write out a poem on how much I love and miss my precious baby boy, but it didn’t happen. What came out was mainly anger at the situation and my anger towards life not being fair. I am often just angry for no reason and just want to scream and shout and the world. So I thought I would write down some of the reasons why.

I want to scream and shout,

Because I am angry.

I want to scream and shout,

Because you should be here. 

I want to scream and shout,

Because our family feels incomplete. 

I want to scream and shout,

Because your brother wants you. 

I want to scream and shout,

Because you shouldn’t have suffered. 

I want to scream and shout,

Because you deserved better. 

I want to scream and shout,

Because life is just not fair.

I want to scream and shout,

Because I miss you. 

I want to scream and shout,

Because you are my son and I love you!